I cannot seem to think of anything now other than my fatigue. It feels like my body is going to droop anytime . I want to succumb to slumber unfortunately, working is a must. A series of sleepless nights is never really a good idea when you are working more or less seventeen hours a day. I did have a choice to rest last night, but I chose to accompany my mother to tend to my father who was just admitted because of an accident. He was just sent to the operating room this morning before I left for work. In the meantime, when I try to think more, my head gets dizzy and my eyes becomes dull like I could collapse at that very moment. Inhaling fresh air outside is my only resort to somehow energize my debilitating strength. Although breathing was not enough for my weariness, I kept on doing so to manage for the day. I just don’t know how long I can bear with this and if I can ever make it through the day, for in this very hour, as the time slowly passes by, so does my breath slowly fade away.
However intense I may be feeling right now, I believe my soul and spirit are still solid and firm, ready to endure every devastating storm... And by this time I don’t need to think deep, I just need to breathe deep. Thank God I am still breathing…
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